Its been a while. Here's whats going on with Meg D.

I bought a brand new Subarau Impreza 2.5i - Its fabulous and isn't tainted with memories of ex-boyfriends. Only new memories of best friends and beautiful nights.

I'm home again- I'm sad to not be living in the beautiful house in Lancaster but i'm happy to be working on me and saving money, going back to school.

Ms. Riley J is no longer with us =( My little girl was hit by a car and now is in doggy heaven. I miss her daily. You wouldn't understand unless you're a dog lover- but she was my best friend. She was there when I wanted no one else and just perfectly cute. I miss her personality and white scruffy-ness. I'm sad to not have more time with her but grateful for the time I did have.

So then there's Toby. I rescued him about a month after. He was homless for the first year of his life and has spent the past few months in a kill shelter in Kentucky. He's a funny boi. It's weird because he only likes me and isn't comfortable with my family or many of my friends. Frustrating at times but precious. We're enrolling in socializing classes next month =) Although he doesn't fill Riley's shoe's in the least he's a great addition and now has a happy home.

I'm working way more than I should be. But that'll all change when I move to my Office Manager position soon. Less hours but same pay. Beautiful.

Everythings going alright. <3

mood: cheerful

fuck you. you're a worthless asshole.
and i don't deserve this.

mood: pissed off

things are great. im sitting here waiting for justin to finish primping so we can goto work. life's great...
1. i quit smoking!!!
2. i move to my new HOUSE feb 1st - me and riley j will be oh so happy
3. work is good- money is actually being saved rather than non-existent and plus i enjoy who i work with ALOT ;)
4. my friends and family rock my world
5. i just like to smile lately

yeah... im doing okay.

mood: chipper

im moving into a house in february with my 2 favs. this little girl is pumped!

mood: crazy

it'll all make sense. it'll all be okay. everything will fit and feel right.


hopefully.

mood: blank

so its been quite a ride these past few weeks. for starters the boi moved in- jury is still out on that one. i do like having him here. its different living with someone who you love and its a bit sureal. and of course there is those times i just want to ring his neck =) lovingly though.
about 2 weeks ago his car died- totaled. Then like 4 days later Meg Mac's clutch went in her jeep and the following day my steering went. so we were without a vehicle for a few days. Meg and I got our cars back thank god. but i broke the bank on that one. and I feel like I spend more money on gas - i could probably have bought a house by now. its sad when you dip into your savings to put a few bucks in the car here and there. i think im done playing that game. i'm going to get a bicycle.
my dad is getting progressively more sick- it all began friday afternoon and he hasn't been out of bed since. he's lost 26 lbs in the week and looks horrile. I just want to spend time with my family but I have to work and when i'm out everyone is in bed. tonight he goes to UMASS for an assessment and me working the rest of my week will depend on how that goes I guess.

this is dumb. im done
work time

mood: Overwhelmed